Goodbyes.

I’ve never really had to say goodbyes to anyone. But I think one of the hardest things I’ve done was saying goodbye to you. It felt like a million of memories just went down the drain. As much as I hurt you, I probably deserve all of this. And just as I always said to you “If it’s meant to be then it will come back , if it’s not then it won’t come back.” I guess it’s not coming back. This is a real goodbye and I’m just sitting here writing only because I’m denying the truth. I’m sorry for everything I’ve done. Being friends doesn’t work cause it’s only gonna make it harder on me yet you don’t seem to realize that. We had quite a long time span away from each other and we kept telling each other we don’t know what we want. Finally when we did know , we thought the complete opposite. I hope what ever you do in life makes you happy. Farewell. I love you always. 

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